visualizing my mind

i really do need a cure for this disease. i have a rough draft advocacy proposal that is due tomorrow at 2 (which i have not started), a math quiz at 1 and on top of all that class registration!

every quarter or year i always say i WONT procrastinate, but i never put into mind the countless distractions & lost sleep! i never follow through this promise. i must, one day. naps are necessary. they should have a class for that that allows us to nap and gain some rest.

i realize i am capable of wasting a lot of time;; oy vey

i always despise registering for classes; it is a pain in the butt! classes running out, registration restrictions the horror.

after i progressively watch 10 things i hate about you each week, i admire ethan peck even more. i’m sad the show will be getting cut. It’s ALWAYS the good shows!

anyway, ethan peck is THE grandson of the amazing gregory peck! aka atticus finch in to kill a mockingbird movie. it must be awesome to have some genes of the gregory peck.

always love a man in a leather jacket with a sexy voice.

there are some people in my life that surprisingly disappoint me… some are uncapable of control over themselves and allow others to control their lives instead in a wrong and negative way. i mean REALLY? why are you such a hypocrite? it seems people try too hard to fit in with a crowd.

everyone is concerned for this friend, i just hope this friend will be okay and will realize that this was a stupid mistake. hanging out with the bad crowd & doing stupid things.

we all want to help him & inform him, but afraid of the awkward talk & intervention; there doesn’t seem to be the right solution for this kind of situation.

i dont even know how to approach this friend in this situation! plus im not supposed to know, actually no one is supposed to know…

i just feel so awkward whenever i know something about someone and i have to face that person pretending everything is cool.

i share a birthday with George Clooney AH no wonder why i love him oh so much! & with Gabourey Sidibe, i have yet to watch PRECIOUS.

as stated by the title, i officially will be turning a year older tomorrow. 19 will be the last year as a teen, almost getting towards adulthood. i don’t necessarily feel smarter.

i share a birthday with my good friend yerin but she is older than me by 1 year so we can’t be twins!

i really don’t find birthdays as exciting as everyone finds them; i’m not exactly sure why, i’ve just always felt this way. a thought that always hits me is that as i get older & older, what will the future hold for me? i hope it’s exciting

but who knows the world might end in 2012 as they say … i hope its false!