visualizing my mind

to capture moments with a polaroid. it’s really sad enough that the company isn’t producing these anymore, but that’s what they first looked like, pretty retro. i heard the GaGa is doing some line with it and might bring it back? she’s too awesome

my stomach is extremely full from the gigantic 3/4 of the chipotle burrito i devoured which i never savor the taste anymore.

so today i had a math quiz and i look to my right in the next section of the room and see this really pretty girl who is so indie! love it! it’s kind of weird how i’m staring at a girl huh but she had the cutest style and i could tell she was half asian & half caucasian & really pretty long hair which only increased her beauty. AND she doesn’t wear any makeup gosh she is too perfect! this girl had authentic au natural beauty like zooey deschanel, in fact she reminded me of her character in 500 Days of Summer or i imagine she must work at Urban Outfitters

OH i am getting better at driving, where i’m less afraid, and am trying to break that stupid stereotype of how asian girls suck at driving, not gonna lie the asian girls at school need some help and the guys drive too fast. i still have to drive a mini van which is the most bulky and fatty car of all!

school is somewhat stressful, writing 39C is still the worst! grade on my first paper, not the best but thankfully it is only worth 10% of my grade :] onto math at which i am doing much better on!

i really do live the boring life

Now i must finish my essay for art !

so today i was angry and woke up late thinking it was saturday, but it wasnt :(

i went on the bus and it was full to the point where there were no seats

so i stood by this pole and then this VERY RUDE asian man was like “are you fucking taking a picture of me?!!!!!!! WHY IS THE CAMERA TILTED TOWARDS ME” I WAS LIKE WTF NO IM TEXTING and then he starts cussing rudely at me

OH HELL NO.

shouldve said why would anyone even take a picture of you????? -_-

and then he starts staring at this teenage boy just waiting to start a fight and the boy is just sitting there enjoying his music until they have a staring contest  for like 2 minutes until the annoying man complains to the bus driver while the teen just laughs.

i felt bad for that bus driver, he was trying to calm him and was like everything is gonna be okay, just sit down please.

LOL the latina lady next to me was like AYYYY tienes muchas problemas! so true -_-

so i released all my anger into working out :]

instead of doing my homework, i continue to rant as i listen to radio music

THIS IS INSANEEEEEEEE. professors are making everything due the same day! or having midterms on the same day. this is really UNACCEPTABLE! i am stressed as it is :[

i have tons of writing homework to do & my accounting midterm is tomorrow! SO SCARED. the professor is intimidating as it is T___T this is my worst subject.

the only thing i was excited to do today was take my math midterm1 LOL BECAUSE I KNEW HOW TO DO IT! but now i fear for the future

all nighter today? maybe if i dont KO!

good luck to everyone.

on a happier note! HAPPY EARTH DAY :}

i hate when random people follow me on twitter!!!! they are probably bad people :(

so i am currently writing my research proposal but i keep getting distracted and i would rather much do other things :] but i’m almost somewhat done

class is at 2

time to get my shiet together!

even though my mother is repetitive & annoying at times, she has more faith in me than my father does.

tough love

im a little sad im like the only one who cant go to coachella but its so freaking expensive damn i gots to save $$$ if i wanna go next year!

sometimes i wish i had all the money in the world AND that i was smarter :)

i would prefer to go all 3 days of course !

maybe one day ill be able to go

on top of that, my mother tells me today that i cant go to the lmfao concert WHAT THE HECK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :[

so much disappointment in 1 day

i can’t believe today is the last episodes of them all! it was truly an amazing show that i actually watched from beginning to end. they deserve all the awards they’ve earned for this amazing show!

i’m not gonna lie, i’m kind of getting the hang of tumblr!

but i don’t post as intensely as everyone…

SO i hate being a college student, there’s too many things to do!!

I am currently doing math homework to my surprise that i enjoy :) because I GET IT!!!!!! it’s amazing my math teacher is amazing;; so amazing she has chili peppers on her ratemyprofessors.com profile (;

i need to write my research proposal that i BS’ed last night until 3 AM then took a 5 hr nap until 9 to write it; COWS CAUSE GLOBAL WARMING TOO.

after reading all this data, i feel the need to eat less meat now to contribute to society!

i am randomly ranting because i do not want to pay attention to my schoolwork

still to this day i still don’t understand why my parentals make their bed seconds before they sleep!

so i have a major headache and its throbbing! i think it’s my new phone :[

i had to give my beautiful iPhone to my pops while i got a new phone and i picked the samsung impression, its somewhat cool… only in the camera area.

OH THE MANY THINGS I HAVE LEFT TO DO:

1) write my research proposal on how cattle or meats or specifically beef of the USDA food group has the greatest carbon footprint.

2) math quiz tuesday! aka time to do math homework so i can avoid the research proposal paper!

I spent my time wisely by watching SNL from last night with tina fey & justin bieber. TINA FEY is just too awesome for words <3

off to do math hw & research 4 pages & get 10 resources by tomorrow night by 11:59 PM!!!!!!!!

so for homework, i was supposed to finish it by sunday? LOL HOW UNSPECIFIC!!! does that mean i can do it now before 12 uhmmmmm ill do it now

i went shopping :D at the ontario mills area. so many people!!!

but during our dinner/midnight snack at seafood capital

my parents paid

and then we all had the most awkward drive back home !

my dad was embarrassed that my mother didnt pay enough tip -___-

seriously?! and my dad is like the king of the house AY then they had this mini fight = most awkard and quiet car drive of my life

i feel sickness creepin on me :( the sinuses!

so i am currently eating a cough drop to hopefully mend my problems!

pleaseee dont let me be sick; i can’t handle it.

everyone doing april fool’s joke on facebook such as getting into relationships or fights is soooo obvious LOL